So they don't expect
letters. So they wait for —
a letter.
A ragged scrap
circled
by sticky tape. Inside —
a scribble,
and happiness.
And that’s all.
So, they don’t expect
happiness. So they expect —
the end.
A soldierly
salute, and
three slugs of lead in the breast.
They see a flash
of red. And
that’s all.
It’s not happiness, old girl!
The wildflower color —
the wind blew it away.
A square courtyard
and black gun-muzzles.
A square letter,
ink. sorcery.
When it comes to
death, the
last dream, no one’s
old.
A square letter.
Так писем не ждут,
Так ждут — письма́.
Тряпичный лоскут,
Вокруг тесьма
Из клея. Внутри — словцо.
И счастье. И это — всё.
Так счастья не ждут,
Так ждут — конца:
Солдатский салют
И в грудь — свинца
Три дольки. В глазах красно́.
И только. И это — всё.
Не счастья — стара!
Цвет — ветер сдул!
Квадрата двора
И чёрных дул.
(Квадрата письма:
Чернил и чар!)
Для смертного сна
Никто не стар!
Квадрата письма.
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