I was but what you’d brush
with your palm, what your leaning
brow would hunch to in evening’s
raven-black hush.
I was but what your gaze
in that dark could distinguish:
a dim shape to begin with,
later — features, a face.
It was you, on my right,
on my left, with your heated
sighs, who molded my helix
whispering at my side.
It was you by that black
window’s trembling tulle pattern
who laid in my raw cavern
a voice calling you back.
I was practically blind.
You, appearing, then hiding,
gave me my sight and heightened
it. Thus some leave behind
a trace. Thus they make worlds.
Thus, having done so, at random
wastefully they abandon
their work to its whirls.
Thus, prey to speeds
of light, heat, cold, or darkness,
a sphere in space without markers
spins and spins.
Я был только тем, чего
ты касалась ладонью,
над чем в глухую, воронью
ночь склоняла чело.
Я был лишь тем, что ты
там внизу различала:
смутный облик сначала,
много позже — черты.
Это ты, горяча,
ошую, одесную
раковину ушную
мне творила, шепча.
Это ты, теребя
штору, в сырую полость
рта вложила мне голос,
окликавший тебя.
Я был попросту слеп.
Ты, возникая, прячась,
даровала мне зрячесть.
Так оставляют след.
Так творятся миры.
Так, сотворив, их часто
оставляют вращаться,
расточая дары.
Так, бросаем то в жар,
то в холод, то в свет, то в темень,
в мирозданьи потерян,
кружится шар.
«So? Hot grog or cognac poured to waylay? / From chills to cold - the route is barred. / Through dishes' jingling, music's playing — / The lilac twilight cloaks the bar. As if entombed by thick and solid / And smooth expanse of polished glass, / Light blue aquarium is gorged with stolid...»
«I come undone and any ploy, / Insanity’d be welcome now, / They stroll toward me (by Fate employed) / An armless man with pregnant spouse. An angel hands a lyre to me, / The world turns lucid — crystal glassed, / While they, called up by new marquee, / Will gape at Charlie’s lates...»
«The secrets under Maya’s garments / My hand is timid to reveal. / Reflected world of wonders, charming / In your large pupil — seems surreal. And combinations intertwining / Spell love, show parts of city street — / The neon lights and Ether shining / Spring’s verve and thaw it ...»
«Oh peaceful hours of precious solitude! / Epiphanies I treasure like prized grain — / Which sprouts from my soul’s dark terrain / From inspiration’s seed to charmed and verdant fruit. Souls' torments in the days gone by / And wine — set heart aflame; / While now sole remains / ...»